wall of text of the wedding i attend
Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 3:33 AM
Haha posting 2 posts in one day , but this is gonna be longer than the 1st one 8)
Yesterday , 3 april , i attend my ex-tutition teacher's wedding at a church
located somwhere near vivo city
i reached there qutie late together with my mum and some friends
but we still managed to get in just before the bride(ex-tuition teacher) walks down :)
she was so gorgeous when i saw her , because she seldom put make-up
her skin was so fair and she's super slim
OMG AND HER DRESS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND abit sexy XD
I'M SO SO JEALOUS , because i'll never be like her T___T
the groom was also very handsome and funny at the same time when it was their turn to say their speech , and i laughed :D
and he sang a song which the lyrics was like , 'although i'm messy and lose a lot of things , but i'll never lose this ring' , which was the ring they exchanged.
the lyrics was so sweet and funny at the same time,
but i could feel tears coming out by itself when i heard the bride was talking.
she was talking about thanking their parents and her 4 brothers who was always by their side
no matter what had happened
and her mother was very worried and concerned her when she was sick
and her dad was really kind , as one time when she was late for work
her father helped her by filling her water bottle with water and offered her a lift to work
it was so touched , seriously that was my true words of my views to her speech
small things that you have helped people could make them remember in their hearts
and very grateful about it
i reliase that the sweetest memories and moments that i had , not only it can make you happy when you go back and think about it.
actually, you'll be very touched and cried beacuse of this great memories you had with your precious person .
it's not about being emotional , but that's all you true feelings
you were really glad that somebody was there to cheer you up when you're unhappy,
and somebody helped you when you really need help urgently or things you don't know how to cope with.
i was glad that she actually could find someone special at such a young age , especially in singapore(25 or 26,i think)
it was like so fast , when she was teaching me , she is still in NUS studying to get her degree
then she got a job , after my PSLE she never teach me , but still got take bring us on outing together with the groom ('uncle')
and now she getting married , which i was like WOW :)
and the groom , which i known him for some time,
he is really the best 'uncle' that i have ever know , super nice and funny that i bet nobody could be more special than him , really =D
although i'm far too young to say about have marriage , or which i'll WILL NOT have the most important day maybe for other people's life , not mine :)
because from what i think , i am too used in managing my own life , plus i'm not suitable to have a relationship which i will treasure it.
once i beieved there's true love that can make you think that everything will come true even though there isn't any hope on it.
but now ,i think i was wrong ,and i've grown tired of relationship that i believe that true love was all fake
theres an 'expiry date' that you may not know when it will end it all
and at that point of time when it ended , you cried terribly
because all the things that you had 'contributed' to love,
has washed away by rain , and goned down by the drain.
it will never come back , neither will it ever repeat ,or start a new realtionship again.
so , i will declare that
i had totally given up on
ALL MY LOVE AND RELATIONSHIP THAT I HAD
EVEN FOR NOW
BECAUSE THERES NO HOPE FOR ME ALREADY
AND I WILL NOT CRY OR FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF
And now....i think it's a time to have a big break for myself
before i really could not make it to the point where
i had to complete the biggest goal of my entire life
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I'm Jocelyn , Yijie
I'm 14 going 15 this year
My first cry is on 12 May
My loves are : chocolates , swimming and cycling
My hates are : people talking and gossiping bad things at my back
i'm dying to be slim and have bigger eyes 0.0
